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‘You get so excited and then it’s gone’ -Holly Carpenter opens up about heartbreaking baby loss

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Holly Carpenter reveals she suffered a miscarriage this year

Warning: This article mentions miscarriage and baby loss, which some readers may find triggering.

Holly Carpenter has bravely shared that she suffered a devastating miscarriage just months after her wedding to Jamie Hunt.

In an interview with the Sunday Independent, the influencer shared that she found out she was pregnant in February.

She told the publication, “In Feb­ru­ary I did get preg­nant. And then I lost the baby. I’m fine, but it’s just when you say it out loud.”

“Thank­fully, I was six weeks. Like, not thank­fully, six weeks is quite early, and there’s no right or wrong way, you can still be just as upset with that because you get so… I was sur­prised at how excited and attached I got straight away,” she explained.

Holly said that she felt so much excitement as soon as she looked at her pregnancy test.

“As soon as I saw the preg­nancy test, I was like, “OK, right, I’m going to start doing this, and doing that, and eat­ing more fibre, and get­ting my steps in. I actu­ally just felt this real excite­ment. And even though I’ve gained accept­ance around it quite quickly, because I was just like “this is something that so many women go through,” so I knew I wasn’t alone in exper­i­en­cing it, but also I just felt like I was under so much stress and anxi­ety.”

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After suffering her loss, Holly said it felt like she was seeing pregnant women everywhere afterwards.

“I was so stressed at the time. I felt I was see­ing preg­nant women every­where I went after that happened. It’s a really strange feel­ing because it’s like you think something’s going to hap­pen, and you sud­denly can see it so clearly. You get so excited, and then it’s gone.”

There’s no doubt that Holly’s bravery will help many other women going through baby loss feel less alone.

Anam Cara supports women who have suffered miscarriages and baby loss. You can contact them on 085 2888 888.

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